Sweet, I almost forgot that I had this site. I don't really like to btch but at the same time I want to document it... I guess.
[Sometime before February] 1/xx -- Ripped two pairs of jeans riding my fixie-road bike. I didn't even know that was possible with fitted jeans. Surprise!
2/10 -- First time going to the Engineering building to work on my programs like a good student. Come out at 3am and my $300 road bike is stolen. I locked it up with a U-lock and a chain too. Wow.
2/12 - 15 -- I noticed my past time got moved back so I couldn't get my classes that I wanted anymore. Had to redo a new schedule, err okay whatevers.
2/14 -- I wanted to go back to SF, really bad. I shouldn't have stayed at college this weekend. Bad idea.
2/16 -- Missed my bus
2/17 -- Working on my program and the school server shuts off without prior notice. Wha--? Well built-in auto-save didn't lose too much of my work.. so that's good. (:
2/18 -- You seemed down. :(
2/20 -- Broke my ankle, how? I was talking on the phone and walking off the patio to find a more quiet spot. Guess the ground didn't like being stepped on.
2/21 -- ER because my insurance doesn't cover regular checkups. Thanks. Killed like 3 hours only to find out that they don't know if it's a fracture or a sprain. Wow really? Got a splint and was sent home drugged up on pain killers.
2/21 - 22 -- Drugged on pain killers, can't study for my midterm. Felt like yacking the whole night.
I don't know what to do sometimes. I feel like I'm comparing everyone to you, as if they weren't as perfect as you. You're not the most perfect person in the world either yet, I like you enough to not care about those flaws. Maybe it's because you're a familiar person whom I've grown with for the past couple of years. So if I just distance myself some more, will I finally move on and you'll only be just a good friend?
Deep in my heart I wish you'd find this Xanga, but at the same time . . . I hope you never do.
